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[07 Feb 2006|09:38pm] |
I know that I am an utter cheese ball but lately I have gotten an overwhelming sense of the love I have for my Mathew Grant. Just randomly during the day I fucking pine....PINE I SAY!
Someone tell me I am not crazy for loving someone so much and not being able to act on it properly.
Am I just crazy? I really do want to spend the rest of my life with a guy I've known almost wo years and me only being 19 nearly 20.
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| Spinning |
[18 Jan 2006|01:32pm] |
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I am spinning out of control today....spinning
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[19 Sep 2005|11:42am] |
1} I have never gone on a real date with someone I was not Boyfriend/girlfriend with first.
2} I hate having a life in Kenesaw and another an Hour away.
3} I am nearly ten thousand miles over due for an oil change.
4} I want to move in with him but I don't have any money.
5} I have poor self bodyimage.
6} I worry that I am not good enough.
7} I lose everthing.
8} I am afraid I won't succeed.
9} I want to consolidate my life.
10} I am poor.
11} I have leant an ex over 2,000 dollars in the past year and I need it back.
12} I want to start fresh but I don't want tolose anything.
13} I am horrible at bowling.
14} I am typing this in the nude.
15} Alot of my friends from highschool won't talk to me anymore.
16} I hate my hair.
17} I want to have money again.
18} Some people say I smell good.
19} I am always bored no matter what.
20} I wish I weren't
I TAG NO ONE! (REBEL! FIGHT THE POWER!)
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| I have an Urge |
[04 Aug 2005|07:08pm] |
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I have a terrible notionin me. I haven't felt well in days. I am tired and I hurt. I am botherd and fustrated and I cannot stand to think of things continueing as they are for very much longer. I want it over and done with. I want to die and leave it all behind me. I don't want it anymore so I want the desire to stop nagging at me. The hope needs to be blown away.
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| Well |
[02 Aug 2005|12:01am] |
Fuck de de fuckidy fuck fuck
I am not happy, confused, fucked up and feeling REALLY REALLY LOST....
I hate pms
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| Sooo |
[14 Jul 2005|11:17am] |
Soo things have DRASTICLY changed and I am left standing alone going, "what the fuck?" And no one is listining.
K, I got you IM at like 11 this morining and we are still doing girls night right? Sooooooo Yep. LOVE!
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| Fuck |
[04 Jul 2005|07:28pm] |
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Khjsdfoiuft4ewkjbt BLUH
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[04 Jul 2005|03:13pm] |
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to update when I am pissed.
My phone is dying, I lost my wall charger, BJ broke my Car charger, he kept me stuck in conyers because his car wasn't working right so I was hangin out at the Awkward Ropmance's (band) house. I mean I know the people but whatever. And BJ was being an asshole and hugging up to me WAY to much so I felt so fucking uncomfortable and then he got all bitchy about his band and then borrowed my money to pay my bill to pay his fucking rent, then I lost my court summons and ticket so I don't know what the fuck to do. My phone has been dying so it has been off and all I have wanted to do for the past few days is be with Root but I felt bad about making him drive me home since it was an hour away and then when My phone WAS turned on I couldn't get any good reception. I still haven't started my Period yet because of tnot being on the pill and I am going insane! All I cabn say is that I am driving my car next time I go ANYWHERE with him.
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| Hating |
[27 Jun 2005|11:46pm] |
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Fuck, Shit, Cock, Ass.... I am having one MAJOR mood swing.
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[27 Jun 2005|04:51pm] |
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new icon! yay
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| Tis true |
[01 Jun 2005|02:09pm] |
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Tis true that I am NEVER about but *gasp* HEre I am about! HEhee, how is the world? How are you doing reality? Well I should hope. AND then I will look at the clock and see it is near time for work and I have a hankering for Ihop... oh what to do!
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| Yooo |
[17 May 2005|07:15pm] |
I have been gone foooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevvvvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
I MISS EVERYONE!
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[22 Apr 2005|11:37am] |
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mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...yeah...thats it.
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| Oh God |
[13 Apr 2005|04:06pm] |
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I can't stop crying
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[13 Apr 2005|01:57pm] |
Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Extraversion | |||||||||||||| | 60% | | Stability | |||| | 16% | | Orderliness | |||||||||| | 33% | | Empathy | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Interdependence | |||||||||| | 36% | | Intellectual | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Mystical | |||||| | 30% | | Artistic | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Religious | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Hedonism | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Materialism | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Narcissism | |||||| | 30% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Work ethic | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Self absorbed | |||||| | 30% | | Conflict seeking | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Need to dominate | |||||||||||| | 50% | | | Romantic | |||||| | 30% | | Avoidant | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Anti-authority | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Wealth | |||||||||| | 36% | | Dependency | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Change averse | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Individuality | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Sexuality | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Peter pan complex | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Physical security | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Food indulgent | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Histrionic | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Paranoia | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Vanity | |||||| | 30% | | Hypersensitivity | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Female cliche | |||||||||| | 36% | |
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| ANSWER HONESTLY! |
[29 Mar 2005|05:28pm] |
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?
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| I am lonely |
[27 Mar 2005|10:16pm] |
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;_;
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| Kinda a schedule |
[23 Mar 2005|03:40pm] |
Today: Work 3-7:30
7:30- whenever Hanging ut with BJ and doing his taxes.
Thurs: SLEEP TILL 2!
3-7:30 Work
7:30- what ever.... sleep if tired if not....mehhhh?
Fri: Some time till like 2/2:30 Hang and shop with Amy
3-7:30 Work
7:30- when ever, maybe I will drive up to Kennesaw or where ever.
Sat: Whenever to whenever I have easter thing with Family in griffin
Whenever to whenever Micheal's Party in Kennesaw(He ivited Megmeg if she reads this)
Sun: Something tille 12.
12:30/1- whenever. Hang with K.
Mon: Most likely sleep then work.
Tues: Clean room and car.
Lunch with Root
Work
Kennesaw so me and AMy can eat lunch with boy's on weds.
This is my spring break.
I am tired at at work right now but I won't get to sleep till mostlikely 12
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[21 Mar 2005|06:35pm] |
B:Your Beauty lies
in Plain Sight. Plain, simple and the girl next
door. People tend overlook you as you are the
"normal girl", but you're actually
very beautiful. And you have plenty about you to
set you apart, but more that
lets you blend. People love the stability you have
because as others may come
and go, you will always be there and you may always
be the same. You like simple
things and that's what people like about you. You
most likely enjoy things most
consider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort
of thing and are very friendly
and probably have many friends. You are sweet and
kind and that shows on you,
but you're also strong and not very naive. You're a
rather well-rounded
individual. Even though some people pass you off as
just another girl, shrug it
off because they don't know what they're
missing.
Some Things
That Represent You:
Element:
Earth, Light Animal: Cat Color:
Pinks, Blues, Browns Song:
Girl Next Door by Pilot Expression: Simple
Smile
Gemstone:
Alexandrite Mythological Creature: Fox
Demon, Hobbit Planet: Jupiter Hair
Color: Light Brown Eye Color:
Brown
Quote:
"To the world you may be one person, but to
one person you may be the world."
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